im 16 and about 2 years ago i realized i had a really disturbing fetish.I browsed threw alot of porn on the net and eventually becomming bored with the usual,i stumlbed across a fetish site.It really got me hooked.Its been two years ive had this,I messed up a relationship over it,and havent progressed any sexually since this..The fetish is "big dick porn" as some refer to it..This has me worried for many reasons..Im not well endowed,in fact I consider myself small,so in some sick way could I be getting off on my inadequacy? or am I gay? any ideas will help..its really starting to mess me up.
A terrible fetish...
being interested in anything that's somehow different than you is normal. it almost, in a way, precludes homosexuality (by deffinition)
if you have feelings of inadequacy, that's a tough thing to deal with. i wish i had a word of wisdome to help you quickly.
there are things you can never change. what you can change is to stop worrying about them.
and there was light
I think all guys are pretty curious about big dicks and who has them. It's especially interesting when the guy is buff and all and has a big one.It is normal to like looking at stuff like that, but you have to realize that very few guys out there have dicks like that and that they are really kind of freaks(in a good way). Kinda like Michael Jordan is a freak. he has muscles and reaction times that are freakish. These dudes have dicks that are freakish.But don't let it get you down . It's kind of like a guy who lifts weights every day and looks at these huge steroid heads and wonders how they got like that.
I wouldn't worry about it if I were you. Things that really got me off when I was 16 or 17 don't really do it for me now. Chances are in the years to come you'll find something new to get you there. And no it doesn't mean you're gay. Having sex with another guy measn you're gay.
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Yeh, what everyone else is saying.You are fine, I was expecting you to interest me (no offense intended) but your so called fetish is normal. Most porn stars are large, why would anyone want to see a girl faking over a tiddler, we couldnt even trick ourselves into believing that.Happy porn hunting.