I So Depressed

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I so depressed I don know what to do I've been hitting myself all the time, and I keep crying all the time. I feel so alone. I've been trying to stragle myself with stuff. I so very upset alot. I keep saying I wanna die, I keep wishing I was dead. I've been like this for a long time now and I just wanna end my life no one wants to be around me no one likes speaking to me. I don care how I die, I just wanna die.

Talk to us here, Darkness. I know the Net isn't as good as real life, though. Can you tell us more about yourself? Do you have any real-life friends? What is your family like?

I wanna die.

we all wanna die someday! well,i do anyway.we're all gonna die someday for sure.dont rush it.how do you know it's beter after you're dead?yeah,i hate life,i think it stinks,i was thinking the other day that we celebrate birthdays because it marks the unfortunate day we were born into this screwed up world.so we try to comfort the poor soul on his birthday .i thought it was funny.i've wanted to die so often,and im so happy that im not dead.fucking indulge yourself,enjoy the simple things in life.a glass of coke,a cigarrete and beer,a walk a run,even a conversation.i believe life should be seen as made up of elements,not one conglomerate picture.i find it helps me to isolate shit things and realise they dont dominate my life.like shit memories,and stress in the present.let us know how you doing?!?

I know how you feel, I want to die right now to

hugs n cuddles

Hey,So am I. Same thing.Its a prison. Don't know how old you are. I am 39.everyhing in my life is not working anymore. My relationships,my finances,my managing energy to do a job.I can't even cry anymore I am numb.Today is the first day I cried just now reading about all these people in pain.Maybe we can support each other somehow. I know the light in me is much stronger than the darkness or I would have succeded already.The same for you.YOU ARE LOVED!!!I am speaking for myself as well.give me some positive advice for my pain and I will do the same for you. Okay? YOU ARE LOVED AND A CHILD OF GOD! YOU HAVE A GIFT NO ONE HAS,I KNOW YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS.SHARE IT WITH ME OR ANYONE AND THIS WILL BRING YOU BACK.FORGIVE YOURSELF ,FORGIVE YOURSELF...YOU ARE FORGIVEN!!

I wish I had positive words for you. I wish I could say that it's worth it. I wish I belived that. I wish I had hope. I wish I could see some kind of future. I'm 24, have done 6 years in the military and my life is over, because of depression and a bad decision. I have lost everything, everyone, and I can't go on any longer. This is probably my last weekend. I truly hope things work out for you. Goodbye.

It doesn't have to be over. At the worst, you can start again.

Try this buddy!change your name from darkness to lightness! watch Comedy Central Presents... or That one show that also has stand up comedians and find somebody that you enjoy listening to and who make you laugh and try and find other tapes or videos of their performances... i find that one gay guy that started off Comedy Central presents... he was funny cause he kept makin fun of himself and i like jokes about gay people but i dont hate them. somepeople would recomend getting a girl and i know how that works your so depressed you cant even hold up a conversation! but just keep that chin high and look confident even though your not inside and sooner or later you'll convince yourself your sexy and off da heazy, that you can walk up to anybody and find them attractive i one time was soo depressed that i took an oxfords dictionary and smashed it against my head and i didn't do anything to me its bent the book... i still got the book to remind myself of was a retard i was

I know a lot of people that have just gotten out of the military and are depressed...but hopefully with the support of their friends and people on here they will make it through the hard times. Please don't give up!

DELETED Little uncalled for?-Winger