I'm not sure if this is the right place for this thread, but the main reason for me posting here is that it is for people with related teen and health issues in their life (I guess this is the right place then).As some of you may or may not know, I have been experiencing some problems like many of you - little things that just keep pestering my life and stopping me live comfortably. Well, I have an extraordinary story to tell. This may not be believable to some people and I understand that, as to be honest I can't make much sense of it myself. Right here goes. For most of my life I have had anxiety problems, for aslong as I can possibly remember. It's been with me, stuck like shit to a blanket. Just stuck there and when I try to wipe it off, bits of it still remain. To make that into more sense, I went to see someone about my anxiety. This person helped a great deal, opened my eyes and made it clear some of things I was experiencing were normal and I shouldn't worry too much about some things. This sort of attitude helped considerably, but aload of small things still remained that this person couldn't possibly get me through, only I could, but I just didn't have the guts to sort it.Many nights I would lie in bed dreading of the evil thoughts that surrounded these issues. They kept going around and around. They distracted me soo much from my normal way of thinking and made things harder to do. I couldn't think straight, I couldn't do the ordinary things. I was getting depressed. Soo much I didn't know what to do with myself. Soo much all crazy solutions sounded good (yes suicidal). Then came this weird thing that I began to notice as I lay in bed each night, a very strange mysterious entity that I didn't really understand. Atually this had been happening for the past year, since my Uncle and my Aunt died. They happened to die the same day and same month, just different years and causes. My uncle died from cancer, he was very young, 40 odd. My dad (his brother) went through a rough ride as he was very close. We all did. The problems I had at the time and this happening probably provoked my anxiety. Seeing him go from his normal self a few months back, turn into this helpless person who couldnt stay awake for more than 5 minutes and speak properly really disturbed me. It all came to the one thing in the end and like I said he died. It was the most saddest thing I had ever experienced in my life as he was the first person I knew relatively well, die in my life. The following year, my aunt died of old age (90 something) and died the exact same month and day which I thought was odd. Since then, each night I kept seeing a weird light in my room, passing in the corner of my eye. It seemed to flow the exactly same route everytime I saw it. It flew from the front of my room, down next to my bed and left a cold spot. To be sure it wasn't reflecting light off my light bulb or my tv I turned them off and still saw it. If I looked directly at it it was partially visible (see through), but it was white and glowing. The more I saw it, the more I began to become intrigued by it. At first I never knew what it was, I never thought of it as anything, until it became more and more noticeable. Then I started to put things in place to explain it. And I could only think it was my uncle or my aunt watching me (spirit). The reason I thought it was a spirit was because when I told my mum about it, she then shown me a picture of my uncle that was placed in our living room. It resembled the exact white light I saw at night, flowing all over my uncle and his wife. It was never there before. Perhaps it is my uncle I thought, but as me and my mum looked closer it formed a face, a face that my mum said looked very much like my great granddad.Anyway, nights went past and I saw this like the same two times a week, same time, same days. I just learned to accept it and forget about it. It never bothered me in the end. But after talking about it more and more to other people, the light stopped visiting for a good four weeks. This left me curious to why it suddenly stopped. Then after not much thought and once again forgetting about it, something else happened, it came back again. It came back a few days ago infact and I just ignored it as I got used to it's presence. But something odd happened, it went from a different position of the room unlike the usual old route it took. I looked about thought: where is it going? it quickly dissapeared behind me as I lay there watching tv. I thought: oh well, gone already. But as I watched tv a very strange thing happened to me. My neck shook as if something forced itself onto/into me neck - I leant forward it was so intense. It didn't hurt it just moved my head and neck vigorously. Then, 2 seconds later, I couldn't move, my whole body just paused. I didn't know what to think as I couldn't think clearly. Then after a minute or so, I recovered and thought: what the hell was that? and that was when I realised that's where it went, it went behind me and did something. The next day, a real change was noticeable. I had no anxiety at all!!! Everyone was picking up on my calm behaviour and couldn't understand it. I hope it stays this way. This is a truelly remarkable story, I can't make much sense of it myself. But wow. I really am happy I am totally shocked about it still and I am still trying to work it all out.
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An extraordinary story
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A bit hmmm, but whatever happened, if you feel better as a result i guess its all good.
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wow,im smiling from cheek to cheek.good progress man!
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That is indeed an extraordinary story. Thanks for telling it. I do hope the anxiety stays away.
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That is indeed an extraordinary story. HUGS N CUDDLES
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Another day and I still don't have anxiety. At first I thought it was my imagination and that it was just a phase, but it's still going strong and I haven't had anxiety. It's such a strange thing to happen. I mean I've probably jumped to rapid conclusions but to me, some of it made alot sense. It's understandable alot of you reading it would feel sceptical and I'm sure most of you are. But, I guess in the end it's what I'm happy with believing. When I first posted this I thought: You've really posted aload of baloney! but then I also thought: Yeah but even if it does seem like aload of baloney it still is a remarkable story and for myself to be cured from something so suddenly it's obviously going to raise alot of questions. I haven't told ANYONE else about this yet. I don't really want to, because I think I'd sound crazy.
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My wife has had "experiences" seeing and feeling spirits and is a firm believer. I'm more sceptical mainly because i have never experienced something like that. However, my wife and daughter were sitting on the living room floor one night (I wasn't home) and a hazy mass flew by and brushed my wife. Normally I would blow it off as something in her head but my daughter felt it and saw it too. She, my daughter, was so freaked out by it, she was crying and couldn't sleep for a few days. I have no reason to think she was making it up since both of them felt and saw it. So people may not believe you but as long as you believe and feel good about it, it's all good.
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There's alot of unexplained things that happen on this earth. Somethings we will never understand really. We think we do, but we don't. The reason for such things happening is anyones guess.