heya, this is my first post on the forums (theyre great:D) but ive been reading for a long time, found some very helpfull things here that you wouldn't find anywhere else! Anyway onto the point ==========>
I've been with my GF for 6 months, the best 6months of our lives, never been so close to someone as i am with her, we have spoken all day of every day since we've been together(we text a LOT :d), we go out 2-4 times a week, I love her and she loves me back and we're really happy together and we tell eachother everyday..
fings are great for us in all areas but sexually(yeah i know she isn't 18 and i would never force or push her into anything, she's so special to me) The problem is that we talk about sexual things all the time (young and horny ;d and we spend a lot of close time together, cuddling, laying down together watching movies and stuff)and its all good in talk, and we touch eachother thru our cloths and underneath(she usually goes for me first :D) and its great, and she loves it when i touch her back.
but its really confusing with what she wants to do and what she isnt ready for, for instance, she will talk about doing stuff, and joke about stuff, in her mind she would love too, but she is insecure because she thinks she finks she is bigger than she is (she's a size 16, i love it) and she sends me pictures of her in underwear etc, but she is pretty uncomfortable me seeing her even in underwear in person cuz she finks i will be turned off when infact i love her curves, and she really aint that big at all, so she is really quite insecure about some things, as we all are.
I really do love her, and i respect that, it's totally fine, our relationship is deep and meaningfull, but its kinda of a headache if she'll playfully talk about sex and we tease eachother and stuff, and she would say somewthing along the lines off " argh cant you come round now? i so need some," and "id do this and that" etc, but when it comes to it i have no idea what she is readyfor and what she isnt, and it can be kinda frustrating when someone is so forward in talk, confidently sends u different pictures and stuff, and when your so close to sum1 that u can happily enjoy an evening just being with eachother, kissing and cuddling and messing around.
Sorry for the banter just had to let it out ;D
I don't know what to do anyway, should i just ask her or just let things go as they are? i love her and would never hurt her, but i have to admit sometimes when ive gone to concerts and stuff, ive thought to myself if i met a girl and she wanted to have a drunken fling and no one would ever know would i do it? and i really wouldnt want to, but things can get so sexually frustrating with all the sex talk, the touching and kissing etc, and then not really follow thru into anything properly sexual oher than the putting her hand in and messing with my willeh ;d its nice to touch her back, see her face filled with pleasure, but it can be kinda dissapointing that she doesnt want me to see her in underwear etc, as she obviously has me in my underwear all the time ;d if things werent so much in talk and not follow thru i wudnt mind waiting, it just plays on the mind a lot.
So longstory short, just talk to her about it? maybe ask her to not be so forward when we chat and stuff, so either of us arent so sexually charged?
Or just keep quiet, and enjoy things as they are, try notto take things too literally and wait for her be comfortable with her body without cloths on, on her own time? and delete the underwear pics she sends me, cuz they really aint helping :p "look a new bra and panties!" :P
Thanks and sorry again bout the long read.
edit : i have no problem in waiting tillshe's 18, 20, 50 or whatever it doesnt matter, thought id add incase batty creases like the guy below accuse of me of being or doing something wrong :S