Hey everyone! I had to ask someone this and decided that this forum is the best for this kinda talk. So back to the topic, i am more than 95% straight and the rest bi. Didn't have any same sex ecperiences but dozens of fantsies. Except of showing eachother cocks with a friend or two. I'm 14 and there is my cousin who comes for sleep over occasionally, he's 10. Being fully honest i'm not romantically attracted to men at all, not even a bit; but i am obsessed with cocks! Also boobs and pussies. Like i want to suck and get sucked that's all. So it happened he has seen me nude couple of times. It all started when i was 11 and he was 7. We were supposed to shower after sports he took of his clothes and went in the shower. I was waiting out side meanwhile i got super erect like one of the hardest not beacuse of him at all. He called me in as he needed sonething and i saw him for the first time. He was as small as a newborn. When we were done asked me to join him having no concept of genitals. I refused but he asked me around 5 times and i agreed. I told him to wait as i had to go to get rid of the erection but it won't go away. He yelled and i was forced to join him. He was amazed to see my cock thick, long, hard and red. I held the soap and started scrubing him, intentionaly touching his willy thrice. Then i told him it was his turn to do it the same as i did. He hesisted and i insisted. He started with my cock but pulled back his hands in a blink i took his hands and placed them on my cock and moved abit till guilt killed me.(did not ejaculate). Another time(year after) we both were lying on the bed but when he got to sleep my cock awoke. I put his hands on my dick in his fist and moved and also took pictures i also took a click when i placed my cock on his lips. He never knew that! And when ever he came i tried to change infront of eachother. Just like minutes before i did it again. Put my cock in his fist and took photos( while he was asleep). Saying it agian i love him as a brother and only did it when he was sleeping and i was super horny. I am ashamed and guilt kills be everyday, and will never do it again nor will he ever get scared because i’ll never let him know. Nowadays i am trying to selfsuck but could only do till the head but it's no fun i want it all. And i also wanna suck someone else if i can't selfsuck.
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MY LIL COUSIN AND I
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@faner What you are doing with your cousin could be sexual abuse. The fact that he is your cousin doesn't matter, but the fact of the difference in your ages does. Find someone your own age and
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@readytogo yes, that was just a mistake which i comitted twice, about one ir two years ago. Will not happen today
