I dont know

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I agree with sexpert. This longterm goal is something that may help you look forward to something.

I *Finally* got my parents to ok Indepedent Study :grin: I'm turning in paper work tomorrow.. I will be out !! :smile: :smile: But.. If i screw up on it.. I'm back to school :frowning: So.. If i screw up.. I'm dead... I can't go back.. If he had told me no tonight.. I would have done it tonight

Try your best. Your best is all you got. Did you talk to that counselor lady about perhaps having learning disability?

No.. That was my next step... This should solve alot of problems in itself... No more torture cause im not cool enough..and no more loner.. YES

dude, well it sounds like things are becoming better and better everyday. Keep working out, it'll help you out a lot.

Speaking of working out.. I need to go my 10 minutes :stuck_out_tongue_winking_eye:

Yeah, Hopefully it will work.. The counselur and vice princepal have to approve it

congrats dood!

Congratulations, FaBMX!It's not going to be all easy, I'm sure you know. So when you are having trouble motivating yourself to do the work, don't bottle it up, come to us! Please!

HE ACCEPTED IT .. I was so surprised.. he is just like oh.. ok.. let me call them and see when they can fit you in.. I go tonight sometime for a thing about it.. and tomorrow morning CHECK OUT OF SCHOOL I'm so happy.. I will miss SOME of it.. But the bad over rules the good.. you know

That's super cool man! Remember not to slack off and get yourself in a tight spot. If you need help with homework you can PM me.

Congrats... i'm happy things are going ur way.

WAIT.. My addiction.. I WONT SEE HER ANYMORE :frowning: Now it seems not worth it.. lol.. I saw her today.. But.. She had a jacket on .. So i could see all the parts that i would have liked to see :frowning: .. Its funny.. When i became addicted to her.. her ass became 'perfect' kinda weird..

FaB, dude, that's just what you needed man! Think of independent study as rehab. I hate being addicted.

WOW.. WTF? Im supposed to be all happy.. But i just got home from the meeting.. Im depressed as hell.. WTF? This is what i wanted.. I think.. I dont know.. School has driven me to be sucidal.. Im about to fail anyways... So whats wrong with me? Just the fact.. I wont see to many people anymore.. I hate people.. Accept a few.. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME!!

Lost my appetie. Just feel like total shit.... How come i can never be happy? NEVER... .. Sorry this thread is getting long.. Buts it better than a bunch of little ones

Why am i feeling worse and worse.. Like i made a mistake.. Im to far in to go back.. I cant go back.. Im failing.. WHY CANT I BE HAPPY WITH MY DECISION?

That always happens to me, with any serious decision - I get second thoughts, and worry that I've made a mistake. But that doesn't mean it was the wrong decision - in my case it has just about always turned out to be the right one.

Is it possible to love someone without having a relationship them? Girl Y.. As soon as it sunk into my head that i didn't have to goto school anymore.. She came up... Right away.. The face i wouldn't see her everyday.. Am i in love with Girl Y?

Possibly. Do you feel happy when your around/think about her?