I wish any of this made enough sense for me to be able to do anything. I can't even focus enough to figure out what to make for dinner. I have no insurance and no money, no car, and no time. I am seriously thinking about just enlisting in the military or something. I'm not too old yet, and maybe an escape is what I need. My apologies, Steve, was it? for my 'barely-paragraphed' text. I couldn't think of any more places to put spaces. I haven't bothered, since ninth-grade English, at least (I think that's the grade they made us learn proper paragraph spacing...). Anyhow. Bye.
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'The Cutter's Nightmare'...
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I wish any of this made enough sense for me to be able to do anything. I'm not sure what anyone here can tell you. We can't visit you. We are trying to get you to seek help, but you don't seem to want to. It's frustrating and hard to understand. You must find someone in real life to help you.
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Good idea. My abusive ex-boyfriend, my alcoholic grandparents, and my prostitute best friend are my first choices. Next up is whatever glass objects I can break. Maybe that's it. I just haven't cut in a while. I'll face up, I'm not strong enough. It'll all make sense. In fact, maybe if I slash my arms up really badly and call the hospital, they will refer me to treatment I can afford. Bad idea, good outcome. So there. I have a plan, and I'm too tired to change my mind, so best act quickly... Bye now.Halo