Can't stop crying...

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I dunno whats going on with me recently, and i'm not really looking for advice, I just need to vent.Recently for the past 3 or 4 days I don't seem to be able to stop crying when I'm on my own. The second I'm left on my own for more than a minute I start crying and can't stop until someone comes near me and i have to hide it.I've been through some tough times recently but it's not caused this, but for some reason I just get overwhelmingly upset and have to cry. I don't know what to do about it.I feel irreconcilably depressed and I hate myself for not being able to get out of this stupid rut. I just wanna shut myself off from everything.Ugh.

What's wrong? What's bothering you? Trust me things will be okay. We've all been there. I've been there...only thing which you should remember is after every dark night, there's a brighter day after that. Things will turn around, trust me. Message back.

ohhh *huggles* be a happy bean :frowning: I hope you're okay. Didn't realise you were feeling so down...

Hi sadbuttrue, you've had a lot of bad experiences recently. Anyone would be upset.

Try doing something different each day, even if it's just getting out of the house for a walk. New things are good for us.

Urgh going out on new years eve was probably the last thing I should have done, but it's managed to serve one purpose at least.Due to several circumstances such as my ex-girlfriend texting me to tell me she's "out on the town to get laid" or being in a nightclub full of sweaty horny half naked girls who show their bare ass to everyone, I am now totally turned off the prospect of female companionship.So at least there's good in the bad.I'm gonna go and cry some more.Happy new year

Look, how old are you? Forget your ex and move on. so what if girls are bare naked showing their ass to everyone? Consider them ho's and just be young and have fun if that's your thing...but when you care about someone, then you can have a relationship. Realize different people are different and just take life as it comes. Don't stress out so much and worry because then it will get you no where. Things will be ok my friend...trust me!

I'm 23 in a couple of weeks.The issue that was bothering me is that my ex dumped me because she supposedly didn't want anything to do with guys. And now shes throwing it back in my face. Hardly the most pleasant thing in the world.All my friends were getting hit on last night and I effectively got pushed back into the corner so that no-one else could see me.I'm being somewhat hypocritical of myself here, because while I don't really want to be getting the attention of these girls who "spread themselves around a bit" it'd still be nice to at least be noticed.Never mind though, it's all in the past and I have a new 365 days to mess up in my own unique way!

Well today it went a step worse and I actually cried at work. I don't think anyone noticed me cos i managed to keep it fairly well concealed, but the fact is there that I'm starting to lose control over where I can and can't do it.I'm going to try and get a day off next week to go to the doctor to sort this out - and hopefully my really bad dry skin too.I hate feeling like I could burst into tears at any time though - i'm paranoid to go out.

Well, glad your going to the doc. It isn't ok to cry that much. Although, crying can be/is good sometimes. This sounds like too much.
Good luck to ya.

This is becoming a real issue for me now. I can tell that people don't want to talk to me any more. I've had a couple of people tell me today not to talk to them until I'm happier.
This of course isn't helping me feel any better though :frowning:

On top of that, I'm starting to feel bitter towards people who are happy, because they seem to flaunt it at me and rub it in that they're happy and I'm not :frowning:

I don't know what sort of advice I'm expecting to get out of this post. Just need to get it off my chest.

Counseling? Antidepressants?

Well I've already been down the councelling route with no effect, and last time I asked about anti-depressants the doctor refused to put me on them, but I plan on trying again very soon cos I can't take much more of this

Chances are not great that the first counselor you deal with will be good (for you). You need to deal with someone who can prescribe drugs, if you're willing to go down the antidepressant path. A social worker or psychologist won't do.

I think you should sit down at home, alone, and search yourself for what could be causing all of this mess.Maybe you just haven't cried in a while, and it needed to be released. I'm not really sure :S.

I'm pretty sure I understand why I'm crying:Mum died in 2005I can't ever meet girlsWhen I do meet girls, things go horribly wrongIf things don't go horribly wrong, then they will do after a whileNone of my friends have time for me any more4/5 of my relationships have lasted 1 week or lessNo-one can ever give me a reason why they split up with meMore recently: I got a girlfriend who split up with me, and then I met an amazing girl who I can't be with for various reasonsI'm dissatisfied with my jobTheres a lot more to add to this, but I have to go to crummy work now.

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I dunno whats going on with me recently, and i'm not really looking for advice, I just need to vent.

Recently for the past 3 or 4 days I don't seem to be able to stop crying when I'm on my own. The second I'm left on my own for more than a minute I start crying and can't stop until someone comes near me and i have to hide it.

I've been through some tough times recently but it's not caused this, but for some reason I just get overwhelmingly upset and have to cry. I don't know what to do about it.

I feel irreconcilably depressed and I hate myself for not being able to get out of this stupid rut. I just wanna shut myself off from everything.

Ugh.

thats exactly what's going on with me.
There's only one person in my life who knows that it exists and he's like "you need to go to your doctor" except i cant because my mom thinks i'm the happiest girl on the planet.
um idk what else to say.
maybe more later