This weekend

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Hey all. Well this weekend i'm going to a concert and spending the weekend with my friend. i mentioned him before in another thread. hes the guy that i have feelings for. and he has them back. im just sooo fucking nervous. i still have feelings for my ex. we're incredibly good friends now. i just dont know what to do :frowning: im just taking it all day by day. my friend lives 4 hours away. and hes moving further away for school in september. (8 hours). but, my aunt lives in the city and offered a place to stay so i can work there for a while. im rambling now. but i just wanted to vent a little bit. im so nervous because i think this weekend will give me some answers on what i want. *sigh*

someone help me. if you can.

Don't really know what I can say other than enjoy yourself This weekend could bring you closer to him, and ease the existing feelings for your ex, just see where it goes and hope for the best. really. Hope it works out for you.

yeah, i have no idea what to expect. i guess im a little afraid of him wanting to be with me. i have really low self esteem and i always feel like any guy can do better than me

aww don't worry about it babezz and just remember to have fun. If you know that being just friends... best friends is the best way to go then make sure it stays that way so no one gets hurt ya know. For the sake of both of your happiness. I hope you guys have a great time and stop letting insecurity intrude in your life. You have to look at it not as guys can do better than you but who is worthy of you. Who deserves you? Tu es muy caliente!I had this poem that I my friend sent me by Maya Angelou but I can't find it. It's one of the best poems I've ever read but when I find it I'll send it to you. But..it will make you smile not like this but like this maybe even this ... err.. knowing your wild side we should stick to this

Hun!

This guy LIKES you... he wants to see YOU.

A little bit of nervousness is good.

Why do so many females allow past relationships THAT ARE DONE to enter in and intervene with future relationships? Does that make ANY sense, whatsoever?

Just have fun with dude, fer serious. Don't worry about making a good impression, y'all are way passed that stage. Just relax, be comfortable and get busy...serious.

Thanks for the kind words everyone. im just a bit nervous about being in a relationship. yes he really really does like me. we talk ALL the time. i just wish we didnt live so far awayfrom each other. but that might change this fall. i guess maybe im overwhelemd too.

where will he be going to school??

hes moving 4 more hours away. like i said before, my aunt offered me a plce to stay, so id like to go out there too. and work for a year, then try and put myself through college. he doesnt know that i might be living out there. id like to wait and tell him when the times right. i dont want to tell him this, and have some things change. you know? and plus i want to see his reaction, rather than read it on msn, or hear it over the phone.

omgomgomgomgomgim totally freaking out. im a sack full of emotions right now. im scared, nervous, stomach sick (started my period... ) gahhhh. and steve called me last night and said he has a jaw infection, so he said he cant kiss me much sighs guess we'll have to make the times he does kiss me last a whole lot longer. but seriously guys. im freaking out. im leaving tomorrow morning for the WHOLE weekend with him. and the majority of it ALONE with him. hes sooo excited to see me. and i am too, but im so anxious, and scared. godddd!!!!!! someone calm me down. lol wanna slip something in my drink?

*slips ice into drink*

What? Like I carry anything decent anyway.

*hands out Codine*

i need something stronger than ice.one of the guys we were driving out with fucking BAILED on us at the last minute, so im freaking out here on what im going to do. he was camping with my friend, and now he has noone to camp with. im in the process of figuring out what to do for now. gahhhhh!!!!

He could camp in the tent alone. Lots more space that way.

Your post totally made me smile!Theres this bar around here called phils.. you only need $15 and you're shit faced! Strong enough? LETS GO

OMG 15 BUCKS?!?!!?!

im sooo fucking there!!! ill meet you there in ten. haha.

god i need to get shitfaced again. i love waking up on the floor with bruises on me. its very umm... fulfilling. lol

THING IS.. it usually smells like puke in the summer and the ceiling looks like mold.. MR U do u agree??I hit it in the winter.. or after Ive drank wayyyy too much! Then I regret it in the morning.Whenever my mom asks me where Im going when I go out and say "phils" shes like "OH GOOD GOD NO! DONT BE AN IDIOT" because Im hugging the toilet the next day

lol that place sounds delightful. id go just for the hell of it. i HATE waking up wiht hangovers tho. sigh

maybe u should come spend some time with me this summer!:P

wow.. im back. im sad that noone asked me how my weekend went =(

Actually I did think about it this morning and was waiting for you to post how it was lol. Sorry it's a lazy Monday, I should have asked