I got back from Steve's this weekend and the whole weekend i had no appetite. i never had a meal for 4 days. i snacked a bit, but thats all. and when i tried to eat a meal i could only eat half. this happened the last time i went to see him too. i think i get so excited i cant eat anything. and then when i come home im so upset i cant keep anything down.
on saturday we went to a concert and i had no sunscreen on and a pretty slutty top so i got burnt reallllly bad. so i think im suffering from heat stroke a bit too. it was blazing hot sun on my face and shoulders/chest for about 7 hours. but i couldnt eat the day before i got heat stroke.
i just get soooo upset when i have to leave. yesterday i had a wrap, and i got sooooooo sick. i dont know if it was the food or me. but i cant keep anything in me as gross as that sounds. =(
i dont want to go to the docs. because im sure it should pass eventually. but its so annoying. even mom saw me after being away for 2 days and noticed i lost even more weight. =/ i get dizzy and weak. and even my vision was a bit fucked up yesterday. it almost felt like i was drunk. im trying to drink lots of water but even i find that hard. and i usually drink about 5 litres a day.
why does my body do this?? =( its like i get in this deep depression mode or something. *big long sighhhhh*
i was talking to mom and she said im suffering from heat stroke and im heart sick. i dont know if i mentioned this already in another post. i dont remember
please someone help me :frowning: this is really hurting. and im afraid i might do something stupid.