Feeling stuck

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i wrote a letter to my doc, mom is gonna meet my doc for me. i have noted down everything i thought was important. my doc already knows about me since i have been seeing him for 14 years now. thats all i can do for now and wait for him to send me my meds. after i have become a little stable i think i will go for weekly visits. i just wana get better soon. sadly there are no shortcuts to get well soon

I'm very glad of this.

This sounds like a good plan.

got an appointment on wednesday >.< just waiting now for response from my doc and new prescription. wish me luck.

I hope it's the start of a big improvement!

i hope so too Pete. i am still scared about taking meds again as they havent really helped me but made things worse for me before. i am worried about the drugs doc will prescribe me.

i got my prescription and mom said the doc was smiling when he read my letter. i had written in mostly using medical terms to avoid rambling. (-__-) why did my doc smile? argh...he also told my mom that i will get better very soon cuz according to him i am in a more stable state than i was years ago since i am controlling my anger and not breaking things or screaming. mom said he gave her a lot of advice too. i just hope the meds work well and side effects will be low.

Perhaps he smiled because you fulfilled a prediction of his. Perhaps he smiled because he was pleased with your progress.

i think he smiled for two reasons. 1- my letter which was like an article out of a medical book >.< 2- my progress.

In your case you have to do some patience because all your problems need to solve everything will be fine soon. Try to do some Cardio exercise it will help you to feel good and stay healthy but starts with light exercise.