umm cause i have this fantasy of sucking a dick i wanna know (never told neone) my non blodd relative cousin when i was 5 or 4 made me suck his dick im not gay could that have prevented this? i have never told my parents or anyone i needa know:(
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Hey bud, not quite sure what you're asking here. Try to rephrase the question, are you saying that you're worried you're gay because he made you do this? Or...are you concerned that because you're having these thoughts it is related to the fact that this happened?
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Sometimes with a fetish there's a defining experience that seems to have started it, and sometimes there doesn't seem to be. It doesn't seem that we know much about what makes individuals find some things lust-provoking and not others.
It may have has something to do with it, or it may have nothing to do with it. I'm sorry you had to go through that experience either way. :frowning:
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How old was he when he made you do this?
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5 or 4 i didnt know what i was doing it will 100% advantage
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I don't know. Could be, i don't know, there are somehng in my life that i did when i was younger that affects me now and there are some stuff that affects me now that i didn't do anything to cause it. All the stuff that makes me sexually exited is from stuff that i did, though. So your could be from what happened.