PLEASE READ IF YOU ARE FEELING DOWN/SUICIDAL : Suicide Note (Stolen Property) You've decided to do it. Life is impossible. Suicide is your way out. Fine--but before you kill yourself, here are some things you should know. Suicide is not usually successful. You think you know a way to guarantee it? Ask the 25 year old who tried to electrocute himself. He lived. But both his arms are gone. What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humor. That was before he leaped from a building. Now, he's brain-damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. he lives in a fog. but, worst of all, he KNOWS he used to be normal. What about pills? Ask the 12 year old with extensive liver damage from an overdose. Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go. what about a gun? Ask the 24 year old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his "foolproof" suicide. You might too. But... Who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse that job--but SOMEONE has to do it. Who will have to cut you down from where you hanged yourself or identify your boated body after you've drowned? Your mother? Your wife? Your son? The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will NEVER completely recover. They'll feel regret and an unending pain. Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. look closely at the 4 year old playing with his cars on the rug. Kill yourself tonight, ad he may do it ten years from now. You DO have other choices. There are people who can help you through this crisis. Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call your minister or priest. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police. They will tell you that there's hope. Maybe you'll find it in the mail tomorrow. Or in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away. You say you don't want to be stopped? Still want to do it? Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later. And we'll work with whatever you have left. Please steal this and email it to your friends and share it with your suicidal and depressed friends. You might save another life.
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PLEASE READ - if you are feeling down/suicidal
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that sounds good, but when you feeling suicidal you don't think logicalo, there nothing that will make you think to stop, that letter is good, but when suicidal, yuo don't listen to that, i been on the brink many times, and have been saved by a certain someone, he knows who he is, but words on a screen or in a post like that won't help, may postpone the fateful task, but it won't change, it not logical. that my feelings on it anyway.
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yeah becky's right. i struggle daily on things.. when i'm low the thoughts take over and i can't think about things like how mom will hurt and my brother and stuff.. all i know is i want the pain to end and do anything for it too stop. afterwaRDS I FEEL LIKE MORE SHIT CUZ I KNOW BETTER. oops i didn't mean to hit the caps. (yeah i look down not at the screen soo) yeah that letter made sence to me now but i'm feeling ok now. i'm trying to pull out of a depressed mood i been in. it seems like when things are going good things fall apart then it takes forever to get to good again. it sucks. i laughed yesterday for the 1st time since i whent into depression. i gues in a short answer what i'm saying is some one that is sucidal don't think and can't think. the mind is clouded with all the pain and hurt.
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cmon!!that was really cruel!!!suicide is only thing i've been looking forward to the whole day!!!!seriously,i am fucking depressed.i havent been this depressed in about 2 years.its so bad:(i hope i never do suicide.but its oh so temping right now.just end the misery and the loneliness.but ill seek help,i wont take my own being.in fact i see my shrink tomorrow morning.
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In reply to: just end the misery and the loneliness Is suicide really going to end the misery and loneliness? I don't think so. I think suicide just makes misery and loneliness eternal .
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that my friend.
is a very sagacious thought,thankyou.
will keep that in mind.
perspective,very intersting.
a perspective can prevent an action.
i must work on my perspective.
since i last felt like some suicide ive disregarded my belief in god.
now that i dont believe in god and all,suicide doesnt seem like a sin,or wrong at all.
apart from the pain you leave upon the people behind you,i guess thats horrific.
but yeas indeed.
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you ok hun?? if you wanna talk, PM me or you can add me to msn [EDITED]
i here for you if you wanna chat, hope you pull through *hugs*_Please use the PM system for communicating _
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cool,i feel much better today.my shrink's a cool lady.weird!thanks guys.
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glad it all good for you hun.anytime!
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Last year, in 7 grade, was the worst year of my freakin life. I hated my life!! i so wanted to die.( want to note that i'm very insacure about myself) Someone called me ugly, and i felt like i wanted to go home and shove a knife through my heart. But i didn't. Everyday i woudln't talk to anybody, maybe a giggle, or 2 giggles at lunch with my so called "friends" they ignored me. but i still hung out with them. they wer the only ones i had. Any ways. Every day i would look more depressed than i was the day before. Then one day i had this worst day in my life. I don't know wut exacly happened, but i just couldn't take it anymore. So when i got hom from school, i took a overdose of medicine. And i mean, a BIG overdose of my ADHD medicine. My mom came home and and i about freaked. I didn't want her to know, but i did want her to know and i couldn't stand thinking about wut my mom would do if i died. At this point, i was very dizzy and light headed, i felt like i could faint. I told my mom everything and she called the docter, blah blah blah. Luckly, the medicine hadn't really kicked in at that point and i was taking to a hospital in time. I'm here today, siting in this chair, thinking back at what i did. I can't believe i did that. I'm still a little depressed, but i would never think twice about trying to kill myself again. I'm older and more mature now, and I laugh all the time. I'm like a regular teen now. I have friends now, and beleive it or not, they care about me! Best friend,(won't say name)who i love very much and i care about a lot. I got my first boyfriend, who I fell in love with a month after i met him. He's awsome. And i feel a lot better about myself now. I've goten a lot pretier, and more sofesticated about myself. And now, when someone brings me down about something, i say w/e and forget about it. And thats good. I've been going to my counsler for this whole 8 grade year of mine. And i think i'm starting off at a good start. Each day, i get a little bit happier. I hope nobody ever tries to commit suicide. I know its going to happen. But just read my story. And please don't try to go through wut i did. Don't try to kill yourself. I know u can't help being depressed, but think before u kill yourself. Tell yourself that wut would my family do? what about my friends? wut about everyone who i love, and they love me 2? Just think...don't go through wut i did.
email me at (edited) if u have any questions or things to tell me..
~~Peace... :grin:
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