Any other cutters?

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ok i went a full week without cutting it was awesome but then mom got home from her bissness trip im still using the cat exscuse but i cant think of anything else.i also told a couple ppl but 1 person said she was gonna report me so the week after i told her i quit.im tryin to quit its reley hard.wut shld i do my mom is getting suspicious!?!?it sux cause every 1 else at skool is calling me emo and tht dosent help me quit.

Well, your tryin to quit, at least thats good, and people at school....lol yea thats gonna happen, but emo isn't a insanely bad title, just act happy and they'll consider you nu-metal lmao.......thats what happens here......they'll get over the emo thing fast tho prolly

everyonee calls me emo at my scool but i dont care, i like emo rock and emocore soo yeaa all my jock friends make fun of my hair but i dont care, hot girls at school like emos :smirk:

the only thing wrong with ppl callin me ey dont kno tht im a cutter.but im so0o0o0o afraid of the skool counsler and wenever she sees me shs lik wuts wrong?and i run away.also this 1 chick came up to me ans was lik "courtney pace thinks u r a cutter" and i was lik "o"and she said "u dont look it but let me c your arm" i was dumb struck so i stuck out my arm i looked at her and bit my lip nervously then she looked at me and said "u have a cat?" i said "ya" then said "wow hes mean" i looked at her funny then she said"besides if u were a cutter u wood show every one to make them feel bad for u"wen she turend around and left i flicked her off.lol.and on valentines day i cut like hell.my friends who knew got mad i got madder so i cut mor.god im such a messed up chick.i dont deserve to live but god is the reason im not dead.

Well, um ok, after reading that, the god thing really surprised me :open_mouth:.......So i guess you had a bad valentines day? well i did too =(

ya i go to church lik all the time but instead of cutting less i do it more and deeper but the rents CAN'T kno but my bff wants me to go to a counsler but i cant mom is gonna find out!!!!!!!!!!wut should i do?!?

well some 1 told on me and my mom flipped out i h8 my counsler cause shes annoyin save me!

Do you know whatyour doing as far as cutting goes?

In reply to: well some 1 told on me and my mom flipped out i h8 my counsler cause shes annoyin save me! Do you hate your counselor just because you don't want to see a counselor at all? Or is there something about her you hate. Cause if there is, you should 'fire her' and hire another counselor. It is important that you have one that you can work with and respect and can form a good relationship with.

hun, i think she's talking about her school counsler

i did it once and it made me feel so bad talk to somebody...

ok i can understand ur feeling alot my friend was a non cuter and i can undestand that for someone who has never self harmed it is an odd concept for someone to understand!
the only time i got caught was by my head fo year and by obligation if they think that you are in danger they tend to report this too your parents. I have never been overly close to my parents (however i to them am the perfect happy daughter).. it will depend on your parents and for some people counselling is effective and it turns their life around , however i personally really hated counselling as i dint like someone i dint know snooping around in my private life but i expect this is just me !
mm i have said i will quit so many times but i dont know why the habit is a realli hard one to break .. where as valentines day is concerned well just keep your head held high! it will get better i hope this helped u if not pm me i dont know if i can always help but i sure as hell will try :smile:

ya its a skool counsler and i kno dosent it sux havin sum 1 u dont lik/know snoopin around in ya bissness im gonna start cuttin again cause life sux w/out my razor blade but this time im not gonna tell any one of corse i didnt tell my parents idk i kno i shld quit but its so0o0o harrd u kno well of corse u kno! sry blonde moment.lol but anyway im reley numb so idk i mite not cut again or i mite geeze im confused!!!thnx 4 your help.

How will cutting help?

........i don't care i get really offended when people talk about cutting like "blah im so confused but ima just cut some more cuz life is bad and it sux so ima cut even deeper cuz i can" ....im sorry but just ive done it before.....and its bad enough u talk like that....much less your a christian!....maybe you can try to help things though that...maybe praying...asking for help through him, im serious about that..... (and yes im aetheist but im not gonna tell you your beleifs are wrong and ima help you anyway i can)....so just don't be confused over it.....you cut, way too much, you don't want anyone to find out, its not really confusing what your feelings are, just the people around you, my advice : get rid of all razors....is hard but it worked for me (only cuz i don't have any right now)

if u dont have to start cuttin again then i suggest you try realli hard not to as it becomes a never ending cycle of quit cut quit cut and so on .... so in this instance i dont think its always/ever good to restart as this makes u feel like everytime you have an issue the only way u can solve it is by cutting ! i mean i think cutting is maybe one of the parts of my life that at this time i really can say i regret, and maybe i should have learnt to deal with my feelings in a differnet way (if that makes sense to you ?).I am really trying at this moment in time to really give this habit up once and for all !! and now everytime i even think about cutting i think about someone who realli matters to me and how by hurting me i am actually hurting them as well something i know that even though i may be having a rought time i dont need to make them have one too !mm cutting isnt an easy habit to break but then again neither is any habit you pick up, i geuss !and as for the numbness yeah i kind of can relate im not sure how but i know what you mean ... dealing with that numbness is your second priority if u get me becausse as you begin to give up cutting it sort of begins to give you that reality and maybe kick starts you feelings again.I think the first major step that helped me get over cutting was thinking actually "Why I actually cut myself in the first place" I mean i knew why but maybe i grouped things into brackets together instead of seperating them into the smaller things that i could deal with ... i think maybe i thought it would all go away over night!i dont know whether that makes sense but if u can decipher it maybe it can help

yeah cats rock...you just say that the cat was mad...people laugh and believe you....i started cutting not to long ago...yeah just mostly cut on your shoulder and nobody ever sees]

why is cutting so addictive? i just started and i can't stop thinking about doing it again.

it releases several addictive drugs into the brain.

ah. thank you. i didn't think that anyone would have the answer to that. you know, my teacher told me I was a person who would easily get addicted to addicting things. and what do you know? he was right...