I just got back from a kick ass party. It was an underwear party. I wore a black bra, panties, black heels, thigh highs and garter belt. All the guys thought I looked really hot.
There was a creepy guy who kept being possisive and rubbing all over me. So I danced with this other guy, who was a real gentleman, and was a karate buff, so I knew the creepy guy wouldn't bother me. I stopped dancing with him though becuase I felt like I was leading him on, and I didn't want to do that, becuase he was a really nice guy.
After the party I talked to the nice guy, and we have each other's names, he stops by my dept. (at school) sometimes, and he said that he'd see me some time next week.
the only thing is, I have a boyfriend whom I love dearly and I'd be lost without. But I can't help thinking about this amazingly articulte, hot, sexy, romantic, graceful adonis of a man.
My boyfriend is enderingly pear shapped, doesn't really care much about anything except video games, and me. He still lives iwht his family and is 21. He's sweet, and I love him, adn we've been through a good number of tough times, and he's my main suppport system.
I can't imagine my life without him, and yet I can't stop thinking about this other guy.
I know this is wrong, but I'm not going to act on it. And no matter how impressed he was with my dancing, or my looks, (or my lingerie) I don't think it would mean anything serious. It was just for fun at a party one night.
anyone have any insights on this. I feel really badly about this, and I don't want to lie to my bf but at the same time I don't want to hurt him by saying there was a guy I danced with that I was attracted to.