Home time :)

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thats not what i meant.the il try was for coming back.

a week today im tryn to get forms filled in by my area supervisor n shes away grrr.n i stil need to find a box for my guitar.other than that tho im packed yay me.no more stressing.gona cost me a bit but its cheaper than shipping.my host mums throwing me a party on saturday,should b interesting.and sad.

You must be SO torn. But how exciting. Your almost there!

i am.and my little girl is being all loving now.its killing me and my host mum.wen i 1st got here she refused to talk to me for 2 months,hated me with a passion. and now shes all over me.kissing my hands n playing with my hair and snuggling up with me any chance.im like agghhh

I'm sorry I didn't get to know you better. I love reading what you have to share. You are very lucky to be going back to a beautiful country. We'll all miss you. Do what you can to get the internet when you get home. I hope you have a fun and love filled going away party. Consider all of us there with you. I raise my glass to you and a cheer for being a strong part of this board. Keep in touch

Have fun back in the old country, and send my regards to the 'roos.

hehe sure steve

aww thank you

You must be so torn... and all out of faith, is this how you feel?
Are you cold and shamed lying naked on the floor?

hehehe good song that.torn - yes,out of faith - yes i lost a bit wen i came here.none of the cold,shamed n naked crap tho

party was fun.gifts were torture.thankfully only a few.goodbyes were BAD.i went to my little girls ballet recital this morning,she was really good n so dam cute.i was bawling by the end of it.

i fly out tomorrow

Have a safe journey and take care of yourself!!

Take care hun!

I hope your new, old life is WONDERFUL! Have a safe trip, I hope they don"t lose your luggage!

im really gonna miss you :(. please get the net back home .... *cries* pm me before you leave..

me too speaking of.i just weighed my bags and ther all under YAY i was freaking out a lil over my guitar case. cuz i had to pack it so it wouldnt move around but it made it heaps heavy.so its really big and akward but its stil under WOOHOOO!! sori,dont mind me its been worrying me a little.now i have to make it through the next 24 hrs in without falling apart.im not liking my chances tho

It is SO ok to fall apart! you got some crazy stuff happening! Good stuff, but still! If you cry, it is only cause you know you love the ones your leaving. Did you cry when you left home for this ordeal?

yea of corse.im a very sentimental and emotional person.so leaving my family for 12months and aquiring another one probly wasnt the best idea.we just finished packing up from the farewell dinner.and now i need to pack the rest of my stuf and write kims letter.(my host mum)its just so weird.its not real.i wont b able to sleep.i was like kinda pumped earlier and now im just like aggghhh anyways i duno if il b able to get on tomorrow so until next time.take care everyoneRach