God i am such an idiot

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so today my cousin came over and well we sucked each other and we jerked each other off and now i feel so fucking dirty i never ever want to suck another guy again

So don't.

I guess that means you're no longer bi-curious, lol.

i think im still am but it was just weird with my cousin i mean that im not bi but you know

Eww that is soo nasty! Why do that with Your cousin?? He Is family...Well I just fnd that disgusting.

I really don't care if you're bi or whatever. I just don't understand (and never will) why if you really needed to suck dick you went to your cousin, and not someone else who's not related to you.Sigh, teens and their hormones.

Relationships with cousins are only considered incestuous in North America, and even there it seems to me it might be a fairly recent development. The concept of "kissing cousins" has a long history without revulsion.In any case sexual experimentation between male cousins, and indeed even brothers, is not uncommon in practice.

IDK.. In my ethnic culture, even several generations of separations are frowned upon. Legally I don't know but I do know it's discouraged.

Are you weirded out because you didn't enjoy doing it, at the time, or because the idea of what you did, now, makes you feel uncomfortable?
If it's the latter, it's nothing uncommon to feel those type of feeling after doing something society frowns upon... whether society has any clue about what it's judging or not.
As for the cousin thing, it's not uncommon for male adolescents to experiment with relation. It's just a matter of what's available to the both of you. As long as it stays just between the two of you it's generally not a big deal. Just use common sense if you do it again and **don't take any chance that you might get caught**. That phase of sexual experimentation generally passes as soon as one of you find another outlet, via a girlfriend or boyfriend, for your sexual energies. Then it's just something never spoken of again.

i think that its not uncommon but i do think that i wont do it with my cousin agian or at least not that one mainly cause i think hes gay he says hes not but he is cause i didnt drink or even have sperm in my mouth he was sucking it out of me i tried to stop him but he kept goin and then he drink it

I don't know what sucks more. You and your grammar skills or you on your cousin's penis.

Talk about splittin' fuckin' hairs... Oh shit that made me laugh. Come on, don't go down the fuckin' road.

Look, swallowing no more makes him gay than you having a dick in your mouth makes you gay. Maybe he is, maybe you are, maybe neither of you are. I love how it's human nature to classify somebody by their going just beyond how far you were willing to go.

Being gay is something else, something more. Being gay is an emotional, romantic connection felt predominately for the same gender that exists outside the confines of sex.

Ahahah, love you so XD

by what i ment by he sucked more was that after i cumed he kept sucking and sucking and felt like he was trying to suck all the cum out that is why i think hes gay cause he swalowed all of it

Reread OldFolks' post. It doesn't make him gay.

Originally Posted By: deekby what i ment by he sucked more was that after i cumed he kept sucking and sucking and felt like he was trying to suck all the cum out that is why i think hes gay cause he swalowed all of it Interesting...I, too, have an uncle. So...him sucking the ever living life out of you makes him gay, but you letting him suck the ever living life out of you means you're not? Is this like, "the guy in back isn't AS gay because he's not taking it...etc."? Anywho...go back, re-read oldfolks response, and then stop...and re-read it again. There's more to homosexuality then just fellatio man. BTW, frowned upon here too. Gotta love the US of A. AMERICA!! (fuck yea!)

first off its my cousin not my uncle i dont have an uncle and i tried to stop him

Now your story is changing saying you tried to stop him?And you said you sucked him too.. did you try and stop yourself from sucking him?Listen there is nothing wrong with what you did, MANY young boys experiment. Doing this does not make you less of a male; you're just as normal as the other boys who experiment.And your cousin may be gay, or he could just be curious like you were. Him swallowing your cum doesn't make him anymore "gay" than you sucking his penis. Being gay is a lot more indepth than sucking a penis.

Isn't it obvious this guy is not serious?

yea i guess