Im so very disappointed right now. I used to hang out with this church youth group about a year or maybe a year and a half ago and we all became good friends. There was this one kid there that was a nice kid (He was only 13ish at the time) that i actually became buddies with. Now i was 17/18 at the time so it wasnt like i was going over to his house to hang out and stuff but i did hang out with him in the group and did talk to him online and became pretty close with him and really liked him.
Our names both start with D so i would call him Little D since i was bigger, he was ;like 5'2 with me being 5'4/5'5 so it was a funny inside joke type thing. He was just a nice innocent kid that i liked alot and saw something in him.
Well its been a year since ive last seen him and i just talked to him online and hes hardcore into drugs now. Hes done Weed, Shrooms, Acid, Ex, Cocaine, Salvia, Robitusson (However its spelt, the cough medicine) and more that ive already forgot because my mind is so blown at the moment.
Hes just a fucking kid and hes probably fucked himself over for life now. Hes seriously maybe 14/15 years old now and still looks 12 i just cant fucking believe it. Apparently some kid introduced him to this world of drugs and it just took off from there.
Like if it was weed i would care, i tried weed when i was 15. I smoked weed today, i smoked it yesterday, i smoke it as do ALOT of people pretty regularly and i really dont think its a huge deal. But i have never tried any of these other drugs and im just mind blown that this child, who was innocent as can be has gotten this into drugs which seems like overnight.
I dont know if i should beat the shit out of him, the kid that introduced him to drugs, or both at the same time. Now obviously i wont do this, but i really feel like i need to do something to stop him from doing anymore drugs.
I just cant believe this world sometimes, and i am truly disappointed right now.