Alchemy

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Like magic, there's always more.I open my self up and give her everything... she takes moreMy heart, my soul, my being I give... she takes moreHundred and ten, hundred and twenty percent?How is it possible? No vessel can contain more than it's volume.Yet, she takes more.What magic is this? Where does it come from?I've been empty so long.Yet, she takes more.I gave her the last straw... she took another.The fire has burned out, there's nothing left.Ash - Noncombustible residual particles.From what alchemy can she pull more from thatNone, I suspect.

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Are you okay my friend? big big brat hugs

***Hugs***I've had that feeling too.

thank you, all of you.I guess things have become bad enough for me to go public huh?

Im so sorry hon, i thought you were going to get through this. Im here if and when you need me, as always big hug

whats wrong, unsuprivised?

it's a bit too long and complicated a story to tell yet. Thank you for asking though.

I really appologise for sounding cryptic but this is hard for me.

Don't worry, everyone who has posted in this thread so far wants to help you, myself included.

well, if ya feel like tellin it to someone, you can just pm me, but i kno how it feels not to want to talk tho.

My thoughts and positive energies out to you Bub. I hope everything works out for you babe.

You know I am here for you too. hugs

thanks againShe shows warmth to detachement to contempt them back to warmth... no wonder I'm confused.

fucking liers can rot in hell

they can! i hate how people are two faced.

i'm so tired

I have MSN running if you need me ok hon hugs

Dude,That was tragically beautiful!You have an awesome way of channeling all of those feelings into poetry. I’m very sorry about the pain you’re enduring. You will get thru this that is certain.We are all here with our shoulder for you to lean on. We all have become a big A2A family here, and family pulls together in times like this.You needn’t worry about carrying everything on your shoulders. We are here to help carry your load. Just talk to us. We’re her for ya brother.We love ya man!

Roc, that means alot to me. It's a bit comical really... I mean me and poetry. I'm not artistic, I don't understand art. but somtimes I write stuff, songs and shit, when I'm really upset.
This is a bad time. So much so that I've dropped my persona here. OK, I never really had a persona that was any different than just me but I'm quite private.
The fact that some people that I've never met care makes me feel a little tiny bit better.

thinking of you darlin hugs