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"I know better then you about the horrors in this world, you think you can sit behind your computer being depressed and think your the only 'down to earth one' about it, but do you do anything to stop it? Have you EVER done anything REAL to stop it? Its easy for you to say "Someones dying" becuase, someone is."-- I'm sure this proves that she was getting even a little ticked at you. Like her capitalization of "EVER" and "REAL", and her reply of "I know better then you about the horrors in this world," which is usually used for situations where the user of it is feeling that she's being belittled by a person who's saying and/or hinting the belief that he, or she, in this case, "knows better than she does about the horrors in this world," which you never really said or implied but that's what she picked up.And i take the belittling feeling of your tone from these specific phrases:"I'm happy that's an easy goal for you, but for others, it may not be. Keep that in mind."You say "Keep that in mind" rather highly, don't you? Either that, or I'm misreading it. Which is likely, I'm not saying it isn't, I'm just telling you what I'm perceiving.You also a few times reply to her questions, that also seem to give hints of her getting ticked off in a sense that makes me believe you are, in fact, acting bigger than her in such a small, miniscule sense that's still there, indirectly through your words.I'm not totally agreeing with Java_Addict and everything, I know she assumed much herself, which isn't actually right, seeing as how she, as you said, flat out said that she's seen more horrors than you. She's not totally right, either. And she didn't know if you really were sitting behind the computer all day doing nothing real. Same goes for the depression thing. I, too, agree that it is not as simple to get rid of like a fly on your arm. You can't will it away, agreeing with you.You're right. People do come here with problems. But people also come here to check up; people also come here to help, people who also have no problems at all. I don't have any problems at all. Ineligible, I'm sure, was just checking up. Java_Addict seemed like she was having a regular day, starting a new topic about our goals in life, and the few people who replied to that as well, and most likely this whole thread, because if these people who replied had problems, they would be dealing with them and thinking about it, not posting on a thread that talks about goals in life.And even if you remembered her as part of the nicer side of society, wouldn't you still agree that she was aware things happen everyday? If you did, you wouldn't have posted the reply about the car crashing accident death happening after you finish reading a sentence.I don't come to A2A assuming everyone is doing fine. In fact, I look for people with problems so I can help. But everyone is doing fine in this thread, even though i might not positively know that, but they all seem fine to me if they're replying to a thread that had the main topic of life and the optimistic goals in it. So yeah, I'd say I could say everyone's fine in this thread. I never said I thought everyone was all right in A2A. And, if you look at the latest threads to the side, most of them will not even be about problems people are having. They are discussion topics, and one of the problems is about a car and whether to buy it or not, or something like that.

But everyone is doing fine in this threadI just read your whole post, but this is the only thing I can remember to respond to, so my bad.Are you sure everyone in this thread is doing fine? What makes you think that? Because this thread is supposed to be optimistic stuff? Well I think surviving today is a pretty optimistic thing, so I am indeed offended if people take that for granted. I'm just trying to make you realize that you never know how much you miss things until you don't have them. It's not easy for everyone, even the simplest things like food, ok?And for your info, here's how "fine" my day went (well, yesterday, seeing as it's 1:40am right now): Two nights ago I took 2 shots of vodka and 2 shots of jack daniels all in a row (i mean, with no time in between any of them, one after another), then went out with a friend to smoke some dank ass shit (a quarter to be exact).... come back to my crib all fucked up, go to sleep... wake up around noon, take 3 fucking hits of acid all at once, THEN go out and trip nuts all day, come back home after smoking more weed (but not feeling it because the acid cancels it out), get on A2A and post everything I posted earlier today... go BACK out and get drunk (I'm drinking my 6th beer and I got one more in the fridge) and coming back to A2A to post this message... knowing that I have to go be at work at 10am in the morning. I'm hungry as fuck.Still think everyone in this thread is "fine"?Edit: Oh yeah, that's just been the past 28 hours or so. I'm doing real "fine"

Back on the original topic...I will lose weight. I've already lost 2 pounds this week. I don't really care how fast I lose weight, I just want to lose it and keep it off while staying a modern-day human's diet that is actually possible to stay on.Oh, and depression's a PITA.

that's great Exercising included in it, or just eating right?

Why are you hungry?

Because I haven't eaten all day, even after all that shit I've taken.I'v ejust discovered on some miracle that I have moeny in my bank account, so I'm gonna go get some food at some place that's open. Something should be open....

I was expecting you to say because you didn't have money (but you kinda did though). I have little sympathy for someone who complains that they are hungry yet have money to buy alcohol and drugs.

Yeah, I got some money. McDonald's was open, thankfully.> yet have money to buy alcohol and drugsI don't. I didn't buy the alcohol I drank tonight, nor did I buy the drugs I've been smoking recently.

Can't beat a freebie!

I will clean every single inch of my car and room; my dog has made it completely disgusting because she sheds like nuts (that didn't really make sense).I will get along with (not necessarily like) every single person I meet.And as for the fighting, I just want to say that it is very hurtful to invalidate someone else's feelings.

Quote:You can get over depression any time you actually want to. That's complete bullshit. And it's very disappointing coming from someone like yourself.

i will do the washing up...LOL

i will pass my exams next year!

i will be myself and not let anyone bring me down!

Quote: That's complete bullshit. And it's very disappointing coming from someone like yourself.Agreed! I also think this is bullshit too:  Quote:I know better then you about the horrors in this world

Sometimes I think cow manure is really just bullshit.

Thor I hate to have to point this out but if it's COW manure in can't be BULL shit. A cow is a female and a bull is a male. Unless your one of them city dwellars. Somebody has be technical here... LoL

Party Pooper.

I think that's bullshit, too.

Damnit scotty ! you asshole ! why did you point that out I was waiting to watch him milk the bull before I said anything to him.

I will figure out how to start doing what I really want to do before I get stuck in yet another rut doing something I thought I wanted to do but really don't.

I will attempt to figure out how a thread that starts out so damned positive devolves so quickly.

I will thank God that my parents live 4 miles away and that they love me.

Those are some great ones It disolved quickly because I was in a horrible terrible hormonal moon that just got done dealing with my ungrateful neice, and took it out on still searching saying things I absolutely don't believe.