Well, (who knew I'de start it) but indeed I started cutting my wrists. I don;t why its just a feeling inside of I want to let out somehow. Most of the time i get get this feeling when i listen to metal or some creepy song that touches deep down. And i did it last night and like the whole day after I was hyped up and just real kinda frantic. I think the idea just got me hyped up, but i liked that feeling....
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Cutting
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I hope you don't blame the music though. That feeds the "moral majority's" argument that the music caused teen angst rather than the truth that people have anngst and it sometimes draws them to music
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rape me is the stupidist song ever doneby nirvina... but i don;t by into that the music's fault crap. i happen to listen to the used..hawthorn hights, my chimical romance and they well yeah they do singing about slitting wrists and blacking eyes...extra.. i don;t see it as them telling me to do it. I see it more as they get how i feel. sad is those bands probly don;t even do they just sing about it. same way with the medal and heaver stuff i liten too. and YEAH!! I like that way way better that the bands above that i said. in ways i just feel like i relate to the band..or wutever... it's not music that makes me want to do things to myself.. music is a outlit... i have started writting songs and Ry has beenworking with me with guitar. LOL but we need a amp! haha But like wiht writting songs.. i can say wut i feel like doing and not do it. somethign my (used to be) therpist had me do is carry around a tiny note pad and when the erdge hit i was to write or draw the feelings out. and yea.. it helped. With Katrina, relocating, new home, losing my therpist, trying to deal with that crap and other shit.. erler this week i failed it hurts to fail when i was doing better about it. < with tears!
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Well, I'll already have depression and if I listen to depressing music then that basically just amplifies it more, but that is my favrit type of music, but I won't be listening to music while I'm cutting tho.
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My girlfriend used to cut and I told her if she ever did, i'd break up with her, and that seemed to stop her from doing it.
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Well, now, that prolly made her even more depressed than she already was. But I'm a guy and the girl that I might be getting into relation ship with also cuts.
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new user here,all i'm saying about cutting is that it is a personal thing, not something to share w/ the world. It feels good, perhaps b/c it hurts; i'm not sure. I enjoy it. I enjoy the scars, where no one can see. My GF can, but I write it off as an accident. Sometimes it seems tenuous, but i can't stop. I enjoy the site ... quite a liberating forum.
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I havent cut since that mistake last month (when i accidently made it some where people could see) and so far i have had great urges to do so, but i haven't. I have people now that need more to me then cutting myself.
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I know i'm going to get this spat back in my face but i'll say it anyways: I think another reason people cut is because it is one thing that they feel they can totally control. well that's one of my many reasons, because i'm going through a hard stage of life: the age of 16 and everything's spiraling out of my control.
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Thats why i did it when i was younger, now i do it because I like it.
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Yah i feel cutting comforting, i'm trying to stop but no success.
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Its difficult. If you want to talk about it, you can PM me any time.
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can u pleae PM Java Addict i'm new at this
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i used to cut.ive almost started back up at it again though.
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My daughter cuts and I really don't know why. I didnt know that it ias so popular now. The last thing I wanted to do was scar myself for life on purpose. I want to understand this.
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its not really popular. it just has wider-spread recognition. (sort of like ADD) You wont really understand it if you don't do it, i mean I've tried explaining to people but i can't. Its a release, a relaxer, a good feeling, energizing in a sense, it is a lot of things.
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i cut myself before, seeing the blood drip down from my wrists to my biceps felt so good, but that was back in the day..
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mm teling someone who hasnt been thei before is one of the toughest things !!i remember telling my friend and getting the oh my god if you dont stop right now i will ... i cant say this helped at all it just made me do it more sneakily
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i had stopped cutting since about october.
then me and mom just recently got into a HUGE fight. it got really out of hand and really bad.
i pretty much snapped and started cutting again.
i know i shouldnt have. but i just lost it.
im more mad at myself for it than any of my friends are.
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i find it very comforting to cut. it sux and i wish i didnt tho... its one of the worst things i have ever done. its like a drug, just as addicting...