Cutting

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hum... i guess i accepted that i am a cutter since the momnt i cuted... it's like something i couldn't hide so i didn't hide... i am not saying i am overly proud that i am a cutter, but it's really something that i couldn't hide... it's like when people look at me they can realize that something is wrong with me...i let pepole know about my scar depends on if i am ready to tell who is asking and how i am feeling at the moment...usually my answers r..."it's something personal, i don't want to talk about it""oh, just a cut i got""i was trying to kill myself, but it never did work"i usually change to other topic or laugh it off after i said those statements... learnt how to laugh sarcastically... ha ha ha~~

I dont act like I understand everyone but hell i dont care. Sometimes I pierce myself with saftey pins in my arms and hands thats 10 times more fun than cutting or puking is a good substitute too. But yeah I'm messed up and i find it funny look at me laugh ha ha ha thats me laughing by the way

I cut my upper arms and somtimes inner thights where no one really will see them, but im not deppressed, im not going to kill myself, i just like the release.

it surprises me how many of us are out there. I don't cut anymore but I still understand the feeling. I've never been able to put it into words effectively though. I guess it's a little too close

through your lack of words i feel like you stated the feeling best

The reason people cut is because it takes the focus away from the mental and emotional pain they're feeling. I cut for quite a while before I realized it wasn't helping than just making me feel really guilty the next day. but I know that when I used to cut, it used to just make me focus on the physical pain I had just given myself. People cut for different reasons, but that was my reason.

Cutting is for people who are running low on attention, and dont understand that there are different ways to get it. It's all in your head, it doesnt make you feel better, you only say it does to get weird looks from people so you can say SEE EVERYONE THINKS IM WEIRD and give people a reason for your depression that way. My advice to those people is, either do it good and commit suicide or stop showing off, because cutting yourself up won't make things any better. Really it won't, It just hurts.

Your such a fuck head i have never wanted attention my whole fucking hense why i do it where no one can see if you judgmental ass hole.

I know how everyone on here feels. Before I started cutting I thought people who did it were crazy or something. But, now it's all I do to cope with stuff. It is addictive. I've tried so many times to quit but I just can't. And, I don't think people should judge or place people who cut into any certain group or anything. I do happen to listen to stuff like The Used, Hawthorne Heights, My Chemical Romace, etc. But, I don't consider myself emo or goth or anything. And, for me, it's not a ritual or whatever, it's just something I do. It's part of my life. And, I don't do it for show. There are only a couple people who know that I self-injure and they only know because of accidents (me not paying attention to where my arm was). I really wish nobody knew, but there's nothing I can do now but try to hide it better. I don't think cutting is that bad of a thing, It makes me feel better when I'm upset..why is that bad?

In reply to:I don't think cutting is that bad of a thing, It makes me feel better when I'm upset..why is that bad?It's not a problem that you will have to worry about hiding your scars for the rest of your life? It's part of the ritual that you deny participating in.It's a problem because it doesn't address the root cause of your depression. It provides short-term releief, like getting drunk. It solves nothing.

In reply to:It makes me feel better when I'm upset..why is that bad? It's not normal, Even though lots of idiots do it. As if theres nothing else in the world that can make you feel better... In reply to:Your such a fuck head i have never wanted attention my whole fucking hense why i do it where no one can see if you judgmental ass hole. If you want noone to see it then why do you do it? Really whats the fucking point of it? Try breaking stuff next time, its about as useless as cutting, but at least it doesn't scar you for life.

My mom once saw a massive scar on my wrist, but somehow convinced herself that some girl did it to me... denial is a powerful, and kinda scary, thing.I still don't know what the hell she thought a girl was doing to me though...

Why did you choose my post to reply to for your deep analysis of cutting?> If you want noone to see it then why do you do it? Really whats the fucking point of it?If you search for cutting on this site, you may have an idea of why people do it, rather than jumping in with your uninformed thoughts. I'm sure there's plenty of information on the subject on the Internet as well.

Because I like the fucking sensation and its something just for me that no one else can control over me, and when are you the judgment polices? YOU ASSHOLE! I cannot believe you think you have the right to tell me that im attention starved when you know NOTHING! You are an ignorant behaimeh.

Java ignore him, we all love ya hear, so cool the jets. You stay your sweet self and let the angry people go after him.

lol thanks, its just...grr..... lol.

hey it is okay...we are here to keep you happy.

i posted this thread so peaple could post that they cut no matter why they do it,so dont pay any attention to the other assholes

In reply to: It's all in your head holy fuck, you figured it out! I'll inform my friends at the Nobel Committy.Now, go share your infinite wisdom about things you will never experience in the sexuallity section.

well it is a good thing that people can post here. It is a good first step to getting better b/c here you can admit to doing it, and 99% of us will be here to help not bash (unlike satan). I think it is great that this thread was created.